So Hard To Love

I'm fighting with my head and my heart

All the reasons you think we'll fall apart

You can hold me and in circles we'll crawl

Chasing tails, feeling nothing at all

Oh am I, so hard to love?

Am I so hard to love?

If you can't better this

Then it's not all that good

I know it's been short

But maybe I've stayed longer than I really should

I'm storming, steeping up through my head

I should leave now, but I'm waiting instead

For a new day, for a version of you

That will love me, displacing my blue

Oh, am I so hard to love?

Am I so hard to love?

If you can't better this

Then it's not all that good

I know it's been short

But maybe I stayed longer than I really should

At the edge of courage

I could stand here all night long

And say nothing

Oh, nothing

I'm fighting with my head and my heart

All the reasons I know we'll fall apart

Am I so hard to love?

Am I so hard to love?