The Way It Really Is

I kept talking to myself

I had to get the words out of my head

So I did

You barely said a thing

You kind of heard me out and then you said

You said:

"You're crazy, why do you keep doing this?

Everything is fine."

Then I think, I'm crazy

I do this all the time

Until I start to think that nothing's even wrong

Maybe I am

Hiding in my own confusion

Maybe we're just

A picture in my head

Maybe what if it could be

The way I wish it really was

Maybe I don't wanna see it

The way it really is

Sometimes your intentions

Are totally impossible to read

What does that mean?

Sometimes even I

Have no idea what I need

I wish I did.

I'm crazy

Why do I keep doing this?

Everything is fine.

Then you think I'm crazy

I do this all the time

Until I start to think

That something's really wrong

Maybe I am

Hiding in my own confusion

Maybe we're just

A picture in my head

Maybe what if it could be

The way I wish it really was

Maybe I don't wanna see it

The way it really is

Looking out my window

At the big blue sky

Lazy sun shining and so I run outside

To look for you

I look for you

And then it starts to rain

Maybe I am

Is that the way it really is?

Maybe we're just

A picture in my head

Maybe what if it could be

The way I wish it really was

Maybe I don't want to see it

The way it really is

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Maybe I am

Hiding in my own confusion

Maybe we're just

A picture in my head

Maybe what if it could be

The way I wish it really was

Maybe I don't wanna see it

The way it really is

Maybe I don't want to see it

Maybe I don't want to see it

The way it really is

The way it really is

The way it really is

The way it really is