My Medication

I push you away until you beg me to stay

Just for the thrill of the chase, you got me

Fucked in the head from all the things that we did

But I will never forget I need you, my medication

Have you ever had enough of it

Straight over it, sick of it, can't get ahold of it

Like a drug I need another fix

I'm a moth to a flame and I'll burn for the hell of it

Battle scar 'cause I lost the fight

Every time I take a breath it's like I'm losing my life

Fuck it, why am I so dysfunctional?

So irrational?

I don't know what to do

So I push you away until you beg me to stay

Just for the thrill of the chase, you got me intoxicated

Fucked in the head from all the things that we did

But I will never forget I need you, my medication

Are you living with the enemy?

Are you affected by the devils that are tryna be a friend of me?

I'm in a place that I don't wanna be

But if I find a way to turn it all around would you follow me?

I'm alive but I lost the fight

It's like the better half of me is on the edge of the knife

Cut it

Why am I so emotional?

Uncontrollable?

I don't know what to do

So I push you away until you beg me to stay

Just for the thrill of the chase, you got me intoxicated

Fucked in the head from all the things that we did

But I will never forget I need you, my medication

I push you away until you beg me to stay

Just for the thrill of the chase, you got me

Fucked in the head from all the things that we did

But I will never forget I need you, my medication

My medication