Hope You Don't Mind

Imma get on my sorta emo shit on this one, gonna vent a

little, I hope you don't mind.

Yeah, listen.

I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain

The longer that I don't is like i'm goin' insane

Can I let it all out?

Can I let it all out?

See I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain

The longer that I don't is like i'm goin' insane

Can I let it all out?

Can I let it all out?

I wish I had a time machine

To change the way my mind perceives everythin' my eyes

have seen

And make me look at life through a wider screen

It ain't what you might believe's happenin' behind the

scenes

I treat the beat like an X-ray

Press play looking inside

The best way to express pain

Fucking up is becomin' somethin' i'm used to

Cos sometimes to find yourself you gotta lose you

To those listenin' sorry for bein' emo

But fuck what the doctor says

This is what I need though

Yeah, and so i'm walkin' into that cloud

where it has to hurt just to bring you back down

Almost became addicted to the painkillers

cos without that feelin' yo the pain's killer

You'd think having a near death experience'd

Make a smart person take their life more serious

From nearly diein' to feelin' so enlightened

To nearly cryin' and feelin' only frightened

Releasin' this is hard yo it fuckin' hurts a bit

It's the only way I know how to come to turns with it

And this is Matt here i'm givin' you the real me

I just hope that you can feel me

And I know you're probably thinkin' I should keep it to

myself

But I can't yo I need it cos it helps

I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain

The longer that I don't is like i'm goin' insane

Can I let it all out?

Can I let it all out?

So I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain

The longer that I don't is like i'm goin' insane

Can I let it all out?

Can I let it all out?

And with the partyin' I think I need to settle down

To be real i'm gettin' a little messy now

A few drinks and stressin' out i'm in another state

Looking for my mum to come and get me out

I've got no idea when i'm coming home

And all I want is to be left the fuck alone

I'm only being real the depression comes and goes

Ignore it cos tonight there is yet another show

Looking in the mirror like what the fuck am I starin'

at?

Not recognizin' the brittle mess that is staring back

So i'm givin' you the deepest shit you ever hear

So if you've got time for Matthew then lend an ear

I'm just hopin' that i've said it clear

If I stay on this path the end for 360 is gettin' near

I know you're thinkin' I should keep it to myself

But I can't yo I need it cos it helps

I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain

The longer that I don't is like i'm goin' insane

Can I let it all out?

Can I let it all out?

So I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain

The longer that I don't is like i'm goin' insane

Can I let it all out?

Can I let it all out?

I see my mates like my brothers yo

I hardly see 'em anymore

The last time was a month ago

They either workin' or gettin' in relationships

I should do that too but yo I hate this shit

Don't get me wrong yo I love women

With what I see though it makes me hard for me to put

my trust in 'em

All it takes is one person to fail you

And then you feel like majority will fail too

My insecurities will swallow me whole

And when they arise yo i'm not in control

They watchin' every move and they move with me

Like "Look at that dude 60, that motherfuckers's too

skinny."

I can handle friends tellin' me i'm underweight

But from a stranger it's somethin' that I fuckin' hate

I know you're unaware that shit's a low blow

But you feel the need to tell me like you think I don't

know?

No, that's rude, find a bridge and jump off

And if I tell you to fuck off then fuck off

That's not bein' immature about it

That's me admittin' i'm insecure about it

And yo i'm sorry if i'm seemin' insane

But I wrote this while I was at the peak of the pain

But now it's got me thinkin' I should keep it to myself

But I can't yo I need it cos it helps

I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain

The longer that I don't is like i'm goin' insane

Can I let it all out?

Can I let it all out?

So I hope you don't mind if I spill my pain

The longer that I don't is like i'm goin' insane

Can I let it all out?

Can I let it all out?