Once A Dreamer...

I was this dreamer in advance

then life showed up in the middle of my plans

so maybe it was not the pact

it sure was good - the best in fact

I may say I have changed ý

I have cried and sworn a lot

once it was gone I saw what I got

I reminisce more than I should

but I miss feeling special and looking good

I may say I have changed ý

I sure have changed

and I do dream, it's just not the same

sometimes I think I really hate you

for the doubter I became