Obsession Is Such an Ugly Word

I toss and turn and lie awake...it torments me, I must know why

It just seems too easy...what is beyond that door?

As I take a step back I wonder could I go on and turn the key?

Look away! Turn away!

I should remember nothing is what it seems

For once in my life I will resist...temptation has

Come alive again!

When all is said and done I may not be able to move on

If I don't know what lies beyond

Desire is now the one in control

Am I strong enough to not ever know just what I'd find?

Should I press on?

I can almost hear anguished cries as they suffer

Welcome to the bodies!

I should run...

I should run but I just can't seem to move

Look away! Turn away!

I should remember nothing is what it seems

For once in my life I will resist...temptation has

Come alive again!

When all is said and done I may not be able to move on

If I don't know what lies beyond

Desire is now the one in control

Am I strong enough to not ever know just what I'd find?

What sinful trance awaits me as the key turns?

Now it is done...the key has been turned

All that is left is my embrace

Her trembling is driving me wild!

Her shrieks are so intoxicating!

Eyes filled with tears will strain to see

Welcome home! I am your prison!