A Shade Of Gray

I don't know where I am,

how I got here,

or the fate that awaits me

But I'd rather be in any

other place but this

Separating my eyelids,

trying to focus my vision

to no avail

There's simply nothing there

And then it hits me

The answer is right there

before me

The all escapes from my

lungs

Beneath the surface

There's no way I could fight

this

It's getting dark

I'm going down

The end is flying towards me

A shade of gray amidst all

blue

New form of pain I never

knew

I'm aware that it's random,

but believe when I say it

feels personal to me

A thousand pains piercing

through my skin

I reach for the eyes, but

they're too far away

Just seconds and I'll seize

to exist

The nightmare holds me

I like so many others before

me

The air escapes, from my

lungs

Beneath the surface

There's no way I could fight

this

It's getting dark

I'm going down

The end is flying towards me

A shade of gray amidst all

blue

New form of pain I never

knew