Last October

I've been shedding my skin

I've been trying to work

on the shape that I'm in

I don't have what it takes

I won't be there

to walk you through your mistakes

Out with hope, in with fear

(please don't describe how I feel)

Look away from the mess

that you're leaving here

(please do not force me to heal)

And for all that you've saved

(all that was taken away)

I can't give you the

peace of mind that you crave

(all that's been changed from this day)

So take this stone with you

And bring yourself back alive

If not for me, for someone else

I will step aside

If it's this easy to walk away

For you to disappear

Were you ever here?