Heartilation

I wanna tear apart my heart

Glue the pieces to my car

Crash it into a wall

I don't wanna feel at all

I wanna break apart my heart

Douse it in gasoline

'till the fire burns clean

Then flick a cigarette

Like that movie con-air

Doused in gasoline

And if you think you are better than me your right

There's no one to love, no one to trust

In my life

I wanna pick up the pieces

And plant them in the ground

And when a tree grows there

I want to chop that tree down

Build it into a boat

And float it into a lake

And with dynamite

I will explode the thing

That makes me make mistakes

Sometimes I get so lonesome I can't breathe

Sometimes I get so scared I can't speak

Sometimes I get so worried I can't hear my heart beat...anyway

Anyway

I wanna tear out my heart

And give it away

Too a person more deserving one day

If all I see is the worst in everything

Thats all I'm gonna get, it's all I'm gonna get