Lovely Fake

what I keep in my night table drawer

you wouldn't like to know

and you wouldn't wanna see

where I go in my dreams

if I sleep at all

you, you never try to get me

you just wanted to have me

you have me

and you, you don't even taste me

you just eat and digest me

so I compose my cold, beaten bones

into a lovely fake

something nice to be around

something easy to hold

a simple choice to make

you, you never try to get me

you just needed to have me

you have me

and you, you don't even taste me

you just eat and digest me

I hope you don't mind I leave traces behind

a girl in the snow

maybe I'm scared

I won't find my way back

when you finally decide I should go

why, why would you try to get me

when all you need is just a lovely fake

for your wall

I'm liquid running

there's a sea secret in me

it's plain to see it is rising

but I must be flowing liquid diamonds