In My Hands

Don't wanna do this

Don't wanna do that, too

That's how I lived my life, oh oh

And now I think I'm

Making a huge mistake

I'm gonna hurt you

It's gonna hurt me, too

That's how I see the world, uh uh

And if you think it's

Too hard to bear I'll be on my way

I know I should say

Something nice

Face to face

If I fail

Are you gonna judge me?

I look in the mirror

All I see's a shell

Buried in the sand

I'm ready to leave it all behind

The future is in my hands, yeah

I played my games

The way I wanted and

I always climbed the stairs, yeah

Although I wish

I had somebody to stand by me

I know I should show

How I feel

But I'm still

Afraid to know the truth about me

I look in the mirror

All I see's a girl

Lost in the sea of greed

I'm ready to leave it all behind

The future is in my hands, yeah

Put it on my name

I will take the blame

I promise to be strong

I know I can change

All I need's in my hands

I really think I do

There's no looking back

I look in the mirror

All I see's a shell

Buried in the sand

I'm ready to leave it all behind

The future is in my hands, yeah

I look in the mirror

All I see's a girl

Lost in the sea of greed

I'm ready to leave it all behind

The future is in my hands, yeah