Sorry

Fix me, I'm defective.

Stitch me up and make me feel new again.

Take all that's wrong and correct it.

Leave nothing that resembles this mess that I am.

I miss what never was with us, our fiction I constructed.

You're everywhere and all that I think about.

I can't even feel alone in my own head.

On my own again

I'm trying not to feel 'cause I'm feeling like the world forgot me.

On my own again

Yeah, you were always his

and all I ever was was sorry

I'm my own invention

An unfulfilled and underwhelmed work of art.

I'm desperate for your affection

It's hopeless, I know, but that's just who I am.

It's like my mind has mirrored walls

And you're standing in the middle.

I'm equal parts self-doubt and confidence

And I'm confident I'll die with every word I have left unsaid.

On my own again

I'm trying not to feel 'cause I'm feeling like the world forgot me.

On my own again

Yeah, you were always his

and all I ever was was sorry (2x)

I'm just a reader

You're every chapter

Never happy, ever after (2x)

On my own again.

Never happy, ever after. (2x)