Lovely Day

I've been listening to this song for hours

And my head aches but that doesn't stop me

It keeps repeating and now my eyes burn

They have turned red

And I do this to myself

I should get out

But there is nowhere to go on a Tuesday night

This restless feeling

There is no cure for

So I wait

It's a lovely day

To never feel this way again

And will I ever find

Someone who understands my mind?

I don't think so

It's just a sea of faces and vacant stares

And they will never be in this place again

I have your number

But I won't call it

I fear rejection more than being alone

I'm almost nauseous

Maybe I'm dying?

Over dramatic, but that's what happens

When you have too much time to think about the end

The lights look blurry now

And the cars pass by me on an energetic street

That I have no part of

It's a lovely day

To never feel this way again

And will I ever find

Someone who understands my mind?

I don't think so

It's just a sea of faces and vacant stares

And they will never be in this place again

I will wait for you to find me

But I know you never will

I will seek to you to save me

But I know you never will

I will try to regain passion

But I'm faltering

I will try to overcome this

But I'm overwhelmed again

Lovely day

Feel this way

Lovely place

Never feel this way