Sick And Disgusting

Remember the time you said son it'll be alright

Remember the time you said son it will be just fine

Well I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough

And I pray that day comes soon so I can finally feel loved

I just wanna feel loved

I just wanna feel loved

Remember the time I said god I'm ready to die

Remember the time I said god just take my life

Remember the time that I cried every single night

And every thing about myself was out of spice

Sick joke, sick joke, that's all I'll ever be to anyone

Sick joke, sick joke, that's all you'll ever be to anyone

I'm nothing but sick and disgusting

I'm nothing but sick and disgusting

God I don't know if I'll ever be ready to die

God I'm too much of a coward to give you my life

And I know that I'm still gonna cry every single night

But if you want me I'm gonna stay here

and fight till you say son your heart is mine

Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting

Daddy I don't wanna be sick and disgusting

Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting

Dad I don't wanna be sick and disgusting