Fear of My Identity

Last thirty seconds I wait for him

Last thirty seconds I wait for him to begin, to begin

Last thirty seconds I wait for him

Last thirty seconds I wait for him to begin, to begin

The nights are getting longer

The pain is getting stronger

But I know, I know

The hate is getting darker

And the fear is growing larger

But I know, I know

You taught me that I would grow old

You taught me that my heart would grow old

You taught me that I would grow old

You taught me that my heart would grow old

Last thirty seconds I watch you go

Last thirty seconds I watch you go all alone, all alone

Last thirty seconds I watch you go

Last thirty seconds I watch you go all alone, all alone

The nights are getting longer

The pain is getting stronger

But I know, I know

The hate is getting darker

And the fear is growing larger

But I know, I know

You taught me that I would grow old

You taught me that my heart would grow old

You taught me that I would grow old

You taught me that my heart would grow old

The fear of my identity standing right in front of me

I want to run but I can't see

I want to scream but I can't speak

The fear of my identity standing right in front of me

I want to run but I can't see

I wanted to be you but I know it's me