Dishonour

I stand out in the cold for hours

Waiting to be struck down

I have never cursed someones name so many times

Even if it's just a myth

All I want is to be brought to you

I feel you watching over me

Inside it kills

The sound of your voice echoes in my head

From time to time I close my eyes till it passes

I have to live with this for the rest of my life

Every hour drags out

Every sunrise seems so dull

It's like every waking moment without you here

I stand out in the cold for hours

Waiting to be struck down

I have never cursed someones name so many times

Even if it's just a myth

Did you hear me screaming?

No from the top of my lungs

Did you hear that saddened sigh?

I feel you watching over me

Inside it kills

The sound of your voice echoes in my head

From time to time I close my eyes till it passes

I have to live with this for the rest of my life

Every hour drags out

Every sunrise seems so dull

It's like every waking moment without you here

That night of my life

You will regret for the rest of yours

I will see this fucking through

You have ruined everything I have ever lived for

I want to see this ground shake

I want to see this earth open up and

Swallow every last one of us

To prove to me there is no fucking God

There is no fucking God