I Really Wish I Hated You

I don’t really like myself without you

Every song I sing is still about you

Save me from myself the way

you used to

Because I don’t really like myself without you

I really wish I hated you

A little drunk, waiting on your phone call

A little numb, maybe I can’t feel at all

You stitch me up but you can’t stop me bleeding out

I’m better when I’m broken

I love y

ou but I hate you when you’re with someone else

And I want you wrapped around me but I don’t trust myself

I drove by your house but you don’t live there anymore

Won’t you say something, won’t you say something?

I really wish I hated you

The sun is out

I’m

dying in the daytime

I think about the future that we left behind

I drank it all but I can’t shake you from my mind

Now every window’s broken

I can see that you’ve had enough

I can see that you’re giving up on me

I can see that your hands are up

I can see

that you’re giving up on me

I hate the way that you’re better off, better off

I numb the pain but it never stops, never stops

Wish I could say that I’m better off, better off now