December

This was my dream as long as I know you no doubts at all, these times were

Over

This is my end, this sight was like a nightmare

I had the pictures in my head drawn by faith and trust, shaped by my

Conviction is this my blame

Can it be so simple

I never realized it

I see my visions melting down

Can not keep it in my hands

This is like a fuckin' dream

The drips of my future pulling me down

Encircled by reality, I'm diving in my past

This sight was a nightmare

This sight tattered my heart into rags

Open windows howling at me

I see my fears become reality

My lungs are filled by pain and sorrow

By tears and broken fuckin' aims

I hope one day we will see us again

Some day

Is this the end

And I ask myself

Would you look at me

Would you remember my face

Just look me in the eyes, one last time

Everthing faded to an ugly grey

I never expected an end like this