Something Vague

Now and again

It seems worse than it is

But mostly the view is accurate

You see your breath in the air

As you climb up the stairs

To that coffin you call your apartment

And you sink in your chair

Brush the snow from your hair

And drink the cold away

And you're not really sure

What you are doing this for

But you need something to fill up the days

A few more hours

There's a dream in my brain

Such as won't go away

It has been stuck there since it came a few nights ago

And I'm standing on a bridge

In the town where I lived

As a kid with my mom and my brothers

And then the bridge disappears

And I'm standing on air

With nothing holding me

And I hang like a star

Fucking glow in the dark

For those starving eyes to see

Like the ones we've wished on

But now I'm confused, is this death really you?

Do these dreams have any meaning?

No, no, I think it is more like a ghost

That's been following us both

Something vague that we are not seeing

Something more like a feeling