It's A Fucking Disaster

All my fears

And all my problems

Just get in the way

If I tell you all my secrets

There will be a price to pay

And I'll feel so contagious

With scars left on my face

No one to embrace

Gone without a trace

What do I take when nothing matters

Maybe I just kill them all

Make a mistake and my shell is shattered

Spraying your blood on the wall

Is this what I'm after

It's a fucking disaster

It's another time bomb ticking away

Is this what I'm after

It's a fucking disaster

It's another distraction that gets in the way

This is the time when I hang it out there

Risking it all for the cause

I better believe in what I'm after

I better get ready for war

Is this what I'm after

It's a fucking disaster

It's another time bomb ticking away

Is this what I'm after

It's a fucking disaster

It's another distraction that gets in the way

I have tried to free my mind

And wash away my sins

I opened up the doors inside

To try and let you in

And I feel so unstable

Ashamed of where I've been

Floating in the wind

Lost another friend

What do you say when talk is shattered

Now you are up in my face

I shouldn't talk when my thoughts are scattered

Maybe this gun is too late

Is this what I'm after

It's a fucking disaster

It's another time bomb ticking away

Is this what I'm after

It's a fucking disaster

It's another distraction that gets in the way

A shadow in the rain tonight

The fog is in my head

I wish that I could close my eyes

And be ok again

And I feel so insane now

I wish that it would end

Where do I begin

I'm crawling out of my skin