The Disease Is Me

I’m sorry

That I’m not as sorry as I should be

But is it ok, that I'm not ok?

You are all diseased like me

I know about love

And how no one gets out alive

No one’s listening

I hear your voice in my name

You are the novacane

That flows through me

I feel so numb

Please don’t say another word

I’d rather think that you don’t care at all

Please don’t say another word

I’d rather think that you don’t fucking care at all

Maybe this ending doesn’t feel right

Because it was never supposed to end

Don’t let this end tonight

This is your last chance

To stand face to face

Turn your head and stumble away

They call me love

I know that this isn’t something

That will ever get much better

So just let me forget you

Why does it feel like I have nobody?

Why does it feel like I have no body?

I feel so numb