Buds

Drown my sorrows in this water that gives life

Rejection from your ways, hard to realize

This blessings cursed, this daggers out

Please save my soul

Convictions crushing down, I'm going on my own

Hard times

The hour of reckoning

Who is left

Until the grave

You kill the logic in each word that has been taught

Contradictions blind the message that you brought

This mind is mine, this daggers sharp

I'll own my own soul

Convictions crushing down, I'm going on my own

Hard times

The hour of reckoning

Who is left

Until the grave

Shattered instincts

Like a gun shot

Ripping through that empty night

I tried my best to keep my head up high

Questioned all

Was I lied to?

Searching for what is what's wrong or right

Like all the rest I was left unto myself

Only answer

It's not your fault

Found strength in the fires inside

Now my guiding light is my own vibe

Hard times

The hour of reckoning

Who is left

Until the grave