Used to Spend

Talking trash

I like to have fun

Stop making sense

Start acting dumb

I wanna have some self control

I wanna be sincere

But nothing's ever really free when you're living in fear

Out of the fog and finally feeling fine

My doubts are all gone and I'm having a pretty good time

Feeling like a real champ, but for how long?

I used to spend so much time alone

Higher than high

I wanna be bad

Compete with myself

See how much I can stand

I'd ask you to stay

But my pride is too strong

I would rather be alone than ask for what I want

Out of the fog and finally feeling fine

My doubts are all gone and I'm having a pretty good time

Feeling like a real champ, but for how long?

I used to spend so much time alone