Crashing Down

I'm at the bottom of the barrel, the end of the blunt

The edge of the cliff, feelin' my brain tellin' me to jump

The struggle in my heart, me and you we don't bleed the same

And with probation I can't even burn to ease the pain

I've been down and out, kicked out, locked up

For that stupid shit way back at Hofstra, lots a

Stress everyday suit and tie go to court

And I try to pull it together of course

But everyday I'm

I'm crashing down, first I fall apart

Then I get back up when I hit the ground

I'm crashing down, can't stop my flows

Cause baby you don't know how long I been down

I'm feelin' frustrated, fed up with all this rap stuff

Down so long, how you expect me to get back up?

Bail money, lawyer money, how I'm supposed to answer that?

Fuck gettin' paid, I'm just tryna pay my parents back

I'll be settlin' my debt until I sell a millie

Although I'm happy I'm not sittin' in a cell

I really feel like rock bottoms just a couple steps in front of me

I guess God feels he's gotta punish me

So I keep

Every thing I've ever known is crashin' down around me

The stresses in my life about to drown me

Drink until I'm drowsy, hopin' for the best

Cause now I just got too many people I must impress

They say I've got some Shady in me, and just maybe Webby is next

That's a heck of a lot of pressure, but an excellent rep

So I'll heckle my competition, get ahead of the rest

Maybe what they say is true, and I was meant for success

Yes, so now my biggest enemy is my personality

Tryin' to stay away from all the drugs that used to balance me

Tryna stay away from the trouble that used to draw me in

Just tryna focus on the music and the audience

I gotta have these inner demons all defeated

If I plan to be successful, and I will you best believe it

I'm on to do this rappin' shit, I mean it

SO when I crash down into the ashes I'll arise like the phoenix

And I

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