Cold World Paranoia

A day without light

Sadness hides deep in the mind

Darkness all around

Lurking fears they spring at me

Old memories creep up

Of love and disgrace

Things sensed within a dream

Elude, self-erase

Cold world void of resonance

Living turned into pretence

High anxiety unfold

Death resides where I go

Words you whispered

Folded arms and bade farewell

Me beside, bloodied hands

As your life ran out that night

Instead of need, distrust

What once was sweet, corrupt

Nervous wreck in my prime

I will subside in time

Paranoid misguided life

Scarred by recollection's strife

Buried suffering returned

To heal these wounds I never learn

Cold world void of resonance

Living turned into pretence

High anxiety unfold

Death resides where I go