Suicidal

It's late again I'm finishing up and going to bed

Completely drained my body is like a plant before the rain

No life sparks left suicidal I'm crawling near the edge

Nothing seems nice anymore I'm so fucked up

So sorry for the world

Suicidal that's what I am

I have no feelings left for life itself

My monotonous life will disappear

Bring down Jesus and let him slave before my god

What have I done so wrong I try to live my life the way

I was taught come kick me hard kick me until I wake up

No life sparks left suicidal I'm crawling near the edge

Nothing seems so right anymore I'm so fucked up

So sorry for the world

Suicidal that's what I am

I have no feelings left for life itself

My monotonous life will disappear

Bring down Jesus and let him slave before my god