Never Thought

Lord things have changed since we first met

We been down a long road that's filled with regret

It's hard to forget and even harder to forgive

Torn between love and what I need to live

Darling I wish I could be more than I am

Just and old cowboy and almost a broken man

But everything I love I lose

Bulls & broncs, broken bones & booze

Seemed to me the only way that I know

I've hit bottom baby girl nowhere else to go

It's hard to see right when all you've done is wrong

Hard to hang on when all you got is gone

This cowboy life gave me a heart of stone

This cowboy life tore up our home

This cowboy life is all I've ever known

This cowboy life has left me all alone

Never thought it would happen like this

Never thought it was you I'd miss

Came around and touched my soul

I put all my plans on hold

Everything is falling down

Thought you would have come around

Can't you see what's goin' on?

It's so hard to hang on

When I start to fall asleep

I think of how we used to be

You're in my heart you're in my soul

You're everything I've ever known

I think about you all the time

Don't you know that I'd give my life

To have you stand next to me

Right here by my side

Where did we go wrong? What did we do right?

Tell me it's alright to push our pride aside

Life without you ain't what I thought it would be

When you lying there with here do you ever wish it was me?

Can you forgive me for everything I did and didn't do?

Understand this way of life is all I ever knew

I was raised to be tough, keep my feelings inside

Never to back down, all you have is your pride

I know what it takes to cover the whole (...)

But being a one woman man was never part of my plan

Life without love is just another sad song

Doin' all that I can but it's hard to hang on

All we have in life is love

But you never even gave none

So now I'm standing on my own

Don't really care if you ever come home