Watching It All Disappear

I watch the tears fall down

All I see now is my pain

A pale face reflects in the mirror

Watching it all disappear

Time flows but no on calls

To see if I'm here, still waiting...

Watching it all disappear

Time has spoken

Skin fades to pale grey

Days, turn to years

Ticking... watching it all disappear

I close my eyes but I still see

The dark past that haunts my sleep

Why can't they leave me alone

I want it all to disappear - from memory...

Want it all to disappear

I still see their shapes

Shadows that can't be defined

Turning around in circles

Broken... watching it all disappear

Diving deep into forever

Trying to keep this evil away

To survive and carry on the next day

Destroy this destructive instinct

Why can't they leave me alone

Why - to live on in this empty void

WHY! WAIT! NO ONE! CARES!

Why can't they leave me alone

Why - to return for another day

Diving deep into forever

Trying to keep this evil away

To survive and carry on to the next day

Destroy this destructive instinct

Watching it all disappear

Time has spoken

Skin fades to pale grey

Days, turn to years - ticking...

....want it all to disappear

I still see their shapes

Shadows that can't be defined

Turning around in circles

Broken... watching it all disappear

Taste this fragile piece of mind

And watch it fade to grey

If I could trade this pain away

For only one day...