Deferred

Dreams are, the building blocks of my heart and my soul

The meeting unfolds, hoping that my story is told

Driftin, with eyes closed but seeing the deeper meaning

Of what I want in life, precisely when I'm dreaming

It's so misleading, but yet I gotta follow through

Holdin true to myself in rhythm is what I wanna do

Searchin, through Bible verses, books in the Koran

Lookin for the meaning of life and the essence of all

Deeper than the waters at the bottom of the Earth

The sermon the preacher's quotes Sunday morning at the Church

Breaking down the layers to the molecular level

Breaking atoms like Oppenheimer playin wit heavy metals

My dreams be the key to it all, I'm readin the stars

Rippin the pillow tight while I'm feelin the fall

Sensations takin me over, I'm sweatin until I'm sober

Eyes wide shut, I scream touchin my shoulder

Dreams…be the personal things

That reside in my mind at the core of my bein

Things are never what they seem so I'm telling Akin

Hold true son, better believe

I quoted some words Wordsworth hope to the Earth

A poet sparked the vision that I wrote for this verse

I'm dreamin, broad daylight I'm battling demons

Sun is shinin I'm bent for disguise I'm screamin

Wailin, like a nappy dread, it's matter fact he said

I'm quotin a box tryna pick locks I'm desperate

The son of circumstance I dance in a rave and

My thoughts are the world my pain is entertainment

Lucrative plots I scheme while this fugitive not

On Mt. Zion where we meet program wit a cop

This futuristic bliss fist gunnin this pen in the air

I dare lyricists that wish to take it there

I'm here, OK can rap style with the Lugar out

Squeeze and we shoot it out

Got niggaz movin out

A bitch made approachin the mic with a switch blade

This day and age I rage against the skits made

I'm caught in this pocket of start

While the clones bark and broadcasted

And I fought to get my own spot

I'm the beauty in belly of beast

Made of hell seize heaven is the moment I wait to open eyes