In My Absence

No, Poison me to say farewell

And lingers through the sleepless nights

A trail of days that end in tears

But I can never be there

The rush of hours,

That never seem to end

My life to tell? You can not comprehend

I am the absentee

I know you're out there searching tonight,

I'm right here

Another day and I cannot see through your eyes,

I'm right here

How could I have known

Whats receding in your thoughts

Wish that I could listen to what always beats inside

For reaching diffidence,

Reaching out

But I can never be there,

How can you think,

That I will understand

When your words just go around what your heart truly wants

I am the absentee

I know you're out there searching tonight,

I'm right here

Another day and I cannot see through your eyes,

I'm right here

I want to tell you,

You're the exploding light,

How everything is visible,

Moments before the dark

I am never, never there

I know you're out there searching tonight,

Another day and I'm not there

Thrust with nails comfort, anxiety and pain

Through spells or anger, confusion and defeat

I wish you'd see me here in front of you,

But I am not here

I know your out there searching tonight, I'm right here

Another day and I cannot see though your eyes

I know your out there,

But I'm right here

Another day and I cannot see though your eyes,

Lead me right