Ostracized

A brush with death and it's painfully clear

Who am I and what I'm doing here?

I've sacrificed and bled my heart out but for what?

What is it really worth?

Contemplating whether to leave this earth

The hours passing by but time stands still

Scourged there is no longer comfort in mindless violent acts

The hours pass but time stands still

Hate and rage fills the void

Banished from life

Pain and fear haunts the soul

Ostracized

I conquered all that I possibly could

I summoned all the strength I could find

If there's a place for those depraved

By all means send me on my way

An eternity of kindness and grace

Will never be enough to save my soul

Bound to an existence in agony for all eternity

It's not enough to save my soul

Hate and rage fills the void

Banished from life

Pain and fear haunts the soul

Ostracized

But there is no place in this world

For this depraved and decadent monument of humanity

Scourged

This is no way to live

Is it enough to die for?

The sands of time are sinking further

Bound by this burden of life

Death, the final endowment

We're all born just to die

The sands of time are sinking further

We're all just born to die