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Shadows of irrational dread

Sensing worms in lust, blood eyed

The source of my cold existence

Forming, completing my dark side

Overwhelmed by self compassion

A symphony in chaos to no ones ears

The sound of laughter in suffering

And unmourning tears

My thoughts, without connection

Absorbed by a painless heat

Spreading through my swelling veins

Like million creatures trying to defeat

The organic structure of my human flesh

Orgasmic smell of blood, a new born beast

I have become, I have arrived to join this feast

Born a beast

Wrath boiling under the surface of my brain

With the thrilling sense from a reptile chase

Crawling from the genetic deep chain

A buried memory of an ancient race

Shadows of irrational dread

Sensing worms in lust, blood eyed

Insanity fills my thoughts

A frightful urge to complete my desires

I won't imitate my atmosphere

Opened blind eyes, frozen breath

Laughter's surrounding everywhere

Waking up from apparent death

The eternal well of inner rejection