Carnal Deliverance

In bitterness and repugnance

I've passed the point of no return...

Reborn in infamy

Feeding my new found lust

Vigor increases with

Each stab I execute

No signs of sympathy,

Compassion for their screams

As I sever their heads

Joy returns to my life...

Drilling holes into skulls of the living

Corrosive substance injected cerebrally

Privileged to witness unknown mysteries

Victims awake in a state zombified

Inhaling the odours of composted flesh

Halfway dissolved in acid, hands and genitals mummified

Experimenting with forms of persecution

Identifying the source of my excitement

Frustration and discontent, a stony path

Suddenly - the answer's clear

My deeds - shall now be seen

Spewing - back at them publicly

The mental torture they have induced to me

My vision of bliss becoming reality

As I walk through the crowd

One fierce impulse takes control

Chopping into this terrified mass of flesh

(How many will I be able to take with me?)

Fetus punctured

Trough the womb

Decollated

Sputtering stumps painting the streets

Vigor stays

Undiminished

As I butcher

Dozens more

Suddenly blackness surrounds

My demise I have calculated, expected, desired