Summer of Darkness

I'll be the one last breath before this death

I'll be the final glimpse of truth when there's none left

And if I shame your face, degrade your faith

I'll be the first to hide behind disgrace

Blood-loss- on account of my failing aim

Treason- At the root of my shameful name

I found my way to fall

I never meant to break your heart

Breathing in this pain (rejecting all I am)

I hear you cry again (is this my final stand?)

Before I go (before I lose it all)

You should know (I hate myself for hurting you)

I see the burn of the light from within my grave

I feel the pain of contradiction despite decay

And if the shadow of doubt will betray this gain

Then put an end to me now while the hope remains

Blood-loss- on the account of my failing aim

Treason- at the root of my shameful name

Breathing in this pain (rejecting all I am)

I hear you cry again (is this my final stand?)

Before I go (before I lose it all)

You should know (I hate myself for hurting you)

This is not my life

This is not our life

Every day I die

This is not my life