Live for the Fear (Of Pain)

Born without dying empty

walk alone for a lifetime denied

the spark of life forever missing

a fear so vast it grows inside

Soul bleeding never healing

at the end of the day my spirit leaving

Of all I own handful of a

solid void what's left to give

can't get rid of all this guilt

blame myself for as long as I live

Shadow of the former me

reach for surface can't break free

Blind, Cold, Bitter from dreamfield to death

wasted life on living

suicidals see no reason for another breath

Still forsaken hope all taken

keep on feeding the nightmares within

I see it clear still so tragic

against frustration no one wins

Sinking deep into depression

suffering the weight of confession

Upon the loss of a better fate

laid out before me all pure hate