Morphine Cloud

One single night, one single day

Before it all just sweeps away...

With the paradise I do not know,

Through the joy I never had

I'm all alone on my isolated throne

Why have you forsaken me?

The days outnumbered themselves into the grey

And life cries, a dream dies out into the blackness,

Stretches for an empty cup; a chalice to collect the tears

That I keep to myself

I gaze upon the mystery, this lovelorn identity...

Frozen beyond the echoes of laughter

This morphine cloud hanging over me

Like a snow-white curtain;

This beautiful haze overruns me

So I erase myself from you; The cure for my sanity...

And here I am, unwilling to forgive myself

So lost in this remedy, your spirit is haunting me;

Consumed by indifference

I scream in your silence where shadows conceals me...

I'm cursed to search for you

Oh feeble, ungrateful my heart;

Paralyzed you drown with me

Intoxicate this bitter reality

Under the screens of apathy

Oh feeble, ungrateful my heart;

Paralyzed you drown with me

Intoxicate this bitter reality

Under the screens of apathy

The dream died before it was born,

Innocence is lost... And so am I

But still I pretend to be strong

Still I wonder where I belong

You whisper to me gently in my sleep

To leave this world behind

And I gaze upon the mystery, this lovelorn identity...

Frozen beyond the echoes of laughter