By the Grace of God

Was 27 surviving my return to saturn

A long vacation didn't sound so bad

Was full of secrets locked up tight like iron melting

Running on empty, so out of gas

Thought I wasn't enough

Found I wasn't so tough

Laying on the bathroom floor

We were living on a fault line

And I felt the fault was all mine

Couldn't take it any more by the grace of god

I picked myself back up

I put one foot in front of the other

And I looked in the mirror and decided to stay

Wasn't gonna let love take me up that way

I thanked my sister

For keeping my head above the water

When the truth was like swallowing sand

Now every morning hope

There is no more morning

Oh I can finally see myself again

I know I am enough

Possible to be loved

It was not about me

Now I have to rise above

Let the universe call my bluff

Yeah the truth will set you free by the grace of god

I picked myself back up

I put one foot in front of the other

And I looked in the mirror and decided to stay

Wasn't gonna let love take me up that way

There ain't no

Not in the name

In the name of love

That way

There ain't no

I'm not giving up

By the grace of god

I picked myself back up

I put one foot in front of the other

And I looked in the mirror

By the grace of god

I picked myself back up

I put one foot in front of the other

And I looked in the mirror and decided to stay

Wasn't gonna let love take me up that way