Heaven

It's so beautiful here

The swallows are swinging and swaying

Sweetly tweeting in the fruit trees

Sparrows hip hop into my hands

And somehow I hold them

And gently pet their wings

Why is this happening here, now?

I was in tears yesterday

Tattered and near lifeless

Have I died and passed into the afterworld?

I must have

This is heaven

How did I get here?

Let me retrace my steps

What happened yesterday?

I was in tears yesterday, near lifeless

Something sad must've happened, but what?

What was I crying about?

Is it over?

Is it okay now?

Who am I talking to?

What's going on?

Oh no!

Now the sparrow is broken and mangled in my bloody hands

This is so awful

Giant flying insects are crawling all over me,

Biting and laughing

This is even worse than being alive

This is worse than being alive

Even worse than being alive

I hate this