I Keep Calling

Now I can't even think back. Self-induced amnesia has made its impact

Mental health produced at leisure was frayed once it was intact

I voluntarily refuse to remenisce

If I could choose any wish...I'd lose my genesis

And prove to my nemesis that I don't need Memory Lane on my way home

But I got lost and I needed a pay phone

Because I was in an unsafe zone...inside of a place unknown

Where unfamilliar faces roam (...and it's so strange).

I've got no change...I could've sworn that I did when I left

My breath gets heavy with every lie and theft

I looked right and left...then I called people at my home collect

To tell them, "Things changed." But they just won't accept

I'm out of range...with no respect. Every time I asked for directions

All I got was dead air, cut lines, and bad connections

People who would help changed their number to unlisted

411 info left me unassisted. Wickedly twisted...

incidents. Is it coincidence? I choose to think so

Deep in thought my eyes blink slow. Pictures appear like slide shows

My mind knows each and every single detail

Total recall is leaving me pale

Sick to my stomach...nautious...forces of nature bring my homing instinct

Its stink...is so distinct...now let me think...a minute

epiphany: This is the much traveled trail from my past

Now an unbeaten path...unfunny memories are now making me laugh.